Yesterday was a day from hell. There was so much drama and crap at work, then when I get home I had a late notice on one of my bills, which the payment was sent out way before it was even due, called the bank and the check had not cleared yet.....Not a good day at all! I am not at all ready for the Christmas chaos.....After figuring out all the relatives houses we have to go to our Christmas weekend is going to be spent mostly in a vehicle. Just once I would like to stay home.     Last night was kind of rough kept having some pretty intense bladder spasms......Must of ate something I shouldn't of but I honestly do not know what that could of been.....I go today for my fist bladder injection, I am pretty nervous, not so much about what they may do but I am terrified I am going to end up back in pain, I am hoping Justin can go with me, but not getting my hopes up......He has been so great about stuff, I feel so blessed to have such a supportive, caring man! ......