You know sometimes you wonder why you did something and thenyou wish you hadn`t ?Well I have been asking that question a lot lately and it is all my own doing.The thing I am talking about is making the move to our home town,yes we both agreed to do it but now I just don`t know if it was the right thing to do.The whole idea of us comming back here was so that we could be close to our families,and in some way`s we are but in others we are not doing such a good job at it.I don`t know maybe it is just me and the wind is blowing and I hate it when it does that down here because it makes me feel like crap.And all I want to do on day`s like this is just stay inside and I can`t get motivated to do any thing.I would like to try to write a book but then I get side tracked and don`t ever seam to get back on the last thought that I was on so then I just scrap the whole thing and try to start over.And then someone calls on the phone and it starts over agian.Guess I will never get it done at that rate.I did go to PT this morning and did ok but my neck is still stiff and it just dosen`t let up on the pain,even if I take a muscle relaxer and the pain med.So I don`t think it is doing very much good to go if it is not going to let up any.I have thought about going to the gym and joining so that I can start to working off the weight that I have put on in the last couple of years.At least there I can get a personal trainer to work with me to show me how to take it off and then keep it off.I just need to let them know what is wrong with my back and neck,arms,legs,feet,shoulders,knees,brain,stomach,let me see did I leave anything out...lol...They will be earning every thing they get when Ii do finally get to go.Guess I had better go and get Brendy from work so I can take her to the dentist....wheeew the highlight of my day.At least I am gettiing to do something besides do the laundry or clean the house.Monte