Thank you all who wrote back to me.I had been diagnosed with PTSD after the wreck but you would think after so long a time has passed that I would not be having the same problems with the nightmares agian.It seem`s like every 3-4 months I start to have them agian but I don`t like to go to a phsyc doctor.They make me feel like they are trying to dig up something dirty and I can`t think of anything to tell them.Maybe it was just that one doc in the brain rehab that I had to see but I still have my doubt`s about how you can determine if something from your past has affected your life.I like to think that even if you didn`t do everything right you still have a chance to make right your wrongs unless you have do something to harm someone or killed someone.Which I haven`t done either of those things that I know of.Next thing you know they will be treating us like they did in that movie that the guy was a cop and he was being set up for killing someone when he hadn`t,but the dream police said he was going to so they locked him up.Can you imagine if you think a bad thought about someone and getting put in prison so you can`t think about telling someone off.I would be in jail for a long, long time.I know you should not think bad things about someone but some times you just can`t help but think that someone is a dumb@#$ when they do something so stupid that it is obvious they don`t know what they are talking about.Well now that I got my ranting and raving over with I guess I had better go and take a chill pill and relax before I go and pick Brendy up for lunch.Love you guy`s.M.