Well Brendy wanted to watch "Big Brother" on TV tinight so I decided that I would rather not so I`m here on this thing  agian.Mom and Dad wanted me to go with them this week-end to a family reunion but with the problems I had this week I told them that I would rather stay at home,it is 2 1/2 hours to where the reunion is and then instead of having it at someones house it is held in a Public Service  building with hard chairs and an even harder floor then if it is like last year you go to someones house and stay there until 10 or 11:00 then drive 2 1/2hrs back home.With my back in the shape it is in I would be down for about a week or more .I like to visit with my relatives but it always seem`s like the one`s I like to visit don`t come and the others are all to old or to young to remember me or anything that I would consider doing anything with.I know that sounds like I don`t care but some of the ones that were there last year didn`t even know who I was until my Mom or Dad told them who I was.then they made me feel like I was the "Black Sheep"of the whole family for the wat I used to wear my hair[the longer the better].I was the first one to have long hair in my family and I told my Mom if some one didn`t like it too bad and the more they complained about it the longer I grew it just to spite them.I had one cousin try and cut some off it once and he wound up with a fat lip and a black eye,but he didn`t get my hair cut.I don`t have it as long now but that same cousin tried to cut it agian last year and I took his cissors away from him and told him that if he wanted more of what I gave him years ago to come ahead but after they told him that I am a 3rd degree black belt he left me alone and came over later and appologised for being shuch an ass.I guess he would probably try something agian,he is just that kind of guy.If he thinks he has an advantage he will try an push it so I just choose not to be around him.I guess that is pretty bad for some one who is related but he alway`s was a jerk and everyone in the family know`s it so I don`t feel so bad about not liking him.Any how I was going to look at some houses with Brendy this week-end and see what she think`s about some that I found earlier this week.I sure hate having to pay rent and would rather be using that money for a house of our own,we will just have to wait and see if we can afford what they have around here.Some of these houses were made in the 60`s and 70`s and they weren`t built that well at 25,000 dollars and now they are wanting over 100,000dollars for some of them and they are in pretty bad shape,go figure.Most of them have very small bathroom`s in them and some have the same heater`s and air conditioners in them as when they were built.Just can`t see paying that much for something so old.And I just don`t see where they are justifying how much the cost because the economy around here is not that good,if it was in Denver then maybe,but NOT HERE.Well I guess that is all Ihave to say tonight so think I will call it a night.Talk to you later.M.