Here I am agian trying to get used to Brendy`s lap top agian.I like it,because I can stay in the living room ,but it takes some getting used to before you can do anything with it. I sort of chased a lot of rabbits today with all that I had on my mind.Don`t know if it helped any of you but I just had to get it out mainly to see if I am the only one that has a problem like that.I knew from talking with some of you that it does happen and it happens with my family almost all the time.Sometimes when I try to help some of my family or friends I end up pushing myself too hard,and I know some of it is my own fault for wanting to be there for them when they need help but that was how I was raised.I can`t change over night and some times I know that I should stand up and say that I just can`t because of what it will do to me for the next week or so.When I had a job I alway`s did the best that I could to give my employer a good day`s work and most of the time I was called on to work overtime when they needed an extra hand.In some way`s I did too much but that is just the way I am.My brother in-law once asked Brendy if I was a work-acholic because of my work ethic.Well I`m off chasing rabbit`s agian,so I`m going to go and try and get some sleep,Talk to yall tomorrow or just later tonight,,,,,,,,lol,,,,,,M.

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my family is always telling me \"no you go set down, we sill do this\" or \"stand back we got it\" even when my mom and i go shopping i noticed that she packs all the bags except the really light ones. maybe it\'s because i\'m a girl you think, and they expect you to help cause your a man? could be you know how people stero type.......debbie
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I know just how you fill I get alot of those whats wrong with you looks and even comments from the public. Being only 38, when I park in handicap at the stores I get a lot of comments and glares. I usually try to blow it off but some days when I\'m tired from being out all day or even up all night my mood swings kick in and I pretty much tell them to walk in my shoes for the day and then tell me how they fill. Common just cause a person looks good in clothes or smiles at you does not mean they fill good on the inside. My family is not this way with me, but they all saw me after the accident and did not think I would even live through it. My prayers are with you and I wish you a day without pain. Tammy
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Running after those darn Wabbits Again LOL And I guess the Turtle Wins lol :)