Watching American Idol with Alex and Michelle somebody sang her goodbye song - she said her voice was dry.  I kind of sat there confused and she said "you know what I mean? sometimes its like an ocean, but then it becomes a desert."
linc talked about feelings more tonight. i told the kids toady was dying and he started crying cuz he was so sad. then he said he needed time alone to think about how daddy and i would die because that would be so sad and hard for him. sweet baby!
 
saw rene, she said i need to document everything....so journaling every day again even if only for a few minutes!