Well I set up a goal. I realized I hadn't looked up my end date yet. I guess it's because I was still hoping for the 28 week deal. The messages I received from this web site have helped me come to accept 48 weeks. It"s really hard working 10 hr. days, it scares me, what if I can't do it. My 2 adult sons have moved in with me. I'm very lucky to share life with them. They are wonderful people. I put them through alot of crap when they were teenagers with my alcoholism. I don't think it's fair to them.  [ I'm 8 yrs. clean and sober, and very grateful ]