Hi everyone it's been a long time,things seem to be getting worse.By the way before I forget the reason I haven,t been on is that my eye have gotten worse to but now I have special supplies for me to do things with.But now about my TN I am in mass. and have been told the one thing that somewhat contains some of my pain the state is taking more control over and I won't be able to get so now I have a appointment with my neurologist to talk about changing my meds.I even went to pain management and they said there was nothing they could do,I left there crying.Then two weeks later I had a pace maker put in I feel my life is just getting worse and I am only 53 and I know there are a lot more people younger than me who TN.I guess this winter has just taken a toll on me it didn't help by having my primary doctor tell me I am not going to get the pain meds I need because they are limiting how much I can have.My husband and I are thinking of moving to where it is warmer.I don't know about anyone else but when the summer comes I feel some relief.Top everything off I have to of my girls who still after all this time,and they are in there twenties don't or will not try to understand what I am going thru.it's frustrating that I feel my own kids don't care.Sorry for rambling it has been so long since I have been on here.Thanks for anyone that has listen to me.