this pain to just so ridiculous. I'm hurting so much so badly. I can't even sit or lay down without hurting. I don't like it. I'm sick of it. so very tired lately, not sleeping well at all. I'm ready to bawl my eyes out. I just want to sit/lay down and relax without being in pain. on top of this pain my circulation is all messed up! My legs fall asleep so easily :( can't get friggin comfortable at all and I'm DONE. I just need to cry so badly. there's so much more thats going wrong and I have so much bottled up. I don't know what to do