Yesterday was a bust... I cleaned out this cubbyhole closet in my living room... I wanna put my TV. and CD player in it... it's just rite for making more room in the living area... I've got three brokin chairs and and old bed to haul off soon as the snow melts or I buy a shovel lol...
I don't wanna now plastic shovel... why everyting plastic... ya know that stuff gonna be a round for at least three thousand years. I'm talkin bout them little thin plastic bags at the store... those things don't decompose... now the thicker the longer it last...
And we wonder why we have so many health problem...Oops...

There it goes my mind wondering down the serious chit lane... that's a one way street with no stop signs...

well I walked around the house a lot yesterday...only took one nap...I'm kinda likein my bed now... sleep machine is up to about three hours average... that's real good for me... only thing is I am sleepin more...like three hours at a time now instead of one... so guess that's a plus... I actually felt rested when I got up yesterday...

Dis moanin I'm kinda achy grumpy... like some battle axe struck me between the shoulder blades and still there... neck is stiff and well hands gave me a bad time last nite... hurt and were all drawn up like claws when I woke up the first time... Mostly depends on how I use em during the day...

Reckon lots of things happened to my hands over the years... they use to be so strong... kinda like everyone depended on my hands... I know I did... whether it was changin the kids diapers or repairing a car motor... liftin sheetrock... or pushin a swing... these hands were always very important... still are... I'm blessed I know... just yammering about how stupid I was not takin care of my hands better... they been smashed... crushed... bent and hit with hammers...

Now they hurt... they don't work as well... they are stiff and clumsy... I dropp stuff a lot...fumble and cuss... hard to even shave cause it hurts to hold my arms up that high to shave or comb my hair... dang I'm an old fart... for 55... oh well lots of things don't work much anymore... like old blue in the drive way I need some new parts lol... and I'm too old for anyone to want to fix me up...

Oops there I go again wandering off ... I'm just feelin kinda blue this moanin... achy... lonely... waitin on the coffee pot...

Walk a mile in my shoes...

best wishes and many blessing Russ

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Good idea about putting the TV and CD player in the closet and making more room to ramble around in. That\'s what I have been doing, making more room...
Sooooooo glad we don\'t have snow here!!
Hope you have a good weekend, Russ, and Good Luck with your goal to lose weight!! It\'s not easy, but it Can be done......:)
Take care, and have a good one!!
xoxoxo
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I absolutely agree with linda you are doing good with your weight loss changes.
Every little small change will make a huge differance in your life in the months to come.Sleeping better is only a small start to bigger and better things to come yet.
Keep on keeping on!!
Hugs!!! Rachel
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I\'m so sorry about your hands Russ. I have alot of trouble with mine too. I miss you something awful! I hope we can try to chat again real soon. I have been back some but keeping to my own business. Too many bad things going on at DS right now. Love you buddy!!!! Dale