Well my son and I put up the little Christmas Tree... It's an old tree... hung some balls on it and wrapped it with a shiny red frilly ribbon... now gotta wrapp that two presents that's gonna be it for this year lol.. but he'll be a happy kiddo...
ever try to get a kid to look at the big picture and think about a future... aint gonna happen...not with my kid... must be a family thing... the women have brains the boys have.... dang boy don't ya ever get tire of playin with that...
electronic toys... ruination of boys... if it aint got batteries.... they can't play with it... my kids 17 aint even said chit about drivin a car... whats with that...he aint interested in girls yet.... thank God for that... but hey...there's more to life than cards and elecronic gamin.... rite???? NO....! dam...
I hope I do something better with the remainding years of my life than I did with the first 55 years... Jeeez....
I feel .... Horrible
ever try to get a kid to look at the big picture and think about a future... aint gonna happen...not with my kid... must be a family thing... the women have brains the boys have.... dang boy don't ya ever get tire of playin with that...
electronic toys... ruination of boys... if it aint got batteries.... they can't play with it... my kids 17 aint even said chit about drivin a car... whats with that...he aint interested in girls yet.... thank God for that... but hey...there's more to life than cards and elecronic gamin.... rite???? NO....! dam...
I hope I do something better with the remainding years of my life than I did with the first 55 years... Jeeez....
I feel .... Horrible
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well I still feel horrible... chest pains, pain is off the old scale... can\'t lay down... sittin aint no fun... Managed to get breakfast done... funny how eggs, sausage, hashbrowns and toast can be such a big chore... yummy tho...
guess ya gotta do what ya gotta do or die tryin... well feel like it anyway lol... boy, it\'s spooky... cause some of this is side effects of my meds... yepp... I tell em and telll em and guess they think I\'m a mushroom cause they keep me in the dark and feed me B/s.... ya\'lll know bull/**** don\'t ya... thought so...
reall scary part is I aint half as bad as some folks got it... is that suppose to make it better... do it mean I\'m just a big old whiny baby... problem is this pain... jeez I can\'t get a hold of it this moanin it\'s devouring my soul...
I swear my mind just said what a bunch of chit... theres this little evil dork weed runnin round in my brain... get free reign when the pain is out of control... calls me names, like crybaby... loser... ugly old fat man...boy if my brain had a butt... it would have foot prints on it with at least eight toes...
Okay i be runnin round in a fogg kinda thing, real down side to it all is it seem the kid gotta rag on dad when he feeling his worst... awe hell Im just being silly rite...? no... dam..!
Well at least I aint screamin at a nintendo game cause I lost again ... lol... boy cusses like a sailor... Oh gee did I say that out loud... yeah... guess he gotta copy dad... cause dad do go off on tangents... I\'ve tried to explain it\'s the work of a weak mind... cussin that is...
Well heres come that naggin cough and chokein feelin... guess I\'ll go try a breathin exercise... hookup the old breathin machin force some air into my lungs...
You know it\'s just spooky...
depending on a dam computer to find some comfort....
aint life Grand....
Hey, maybe you should do like my doc says and take something before the pain hits. And I think to myself which of the 15 vicadin I get for the month should I take before it gets really bad and the last time I looked there were more than 15 days in a month. Idiot!!
I think it\'s nice that you got up your little tree but hate to hear you\'re feeling bad today. I haven\'t been good in that department myself. Do you have any meds to take for the pain??? Seems like no matter what\'s wrong you just keep plugging along Russ. I guess that\'s all we can do when you come right down to it. Sorry I\'m not more upbeat today but feeling a little too depressed. What a waste of time that is.....I need to get it together! Hope the rest of your day goes good and that you\'re feeling better. Love to you my dear friend, Dale xxxx
Glad you got your tree up and its looking like christmas around your house.I think two presents are teriffic you did good for your son.
Sorry about the pain expect it to be tempory and soon you will be feeling good again and dancing a jig.
Blessings my friend!
Rachel