I've been Okay last few days... just can't seem to form anything in my mind to journal about... i don't want to complain about being lonely, god forbid kinda horny... hehehehe... oooops did I say that out loud... oh well life happens... deal with it an move on... I watch my son. He so happy. I remember how it was to be in love down to ya toes. I sure hopes his marriage don't go the way so many have gone... down the tube... well that's another story and it aint even mine to ponder... just wish em the best and try and forget how much I liked being married... guess what makes it so hard is I don't like to let go the wonderful times...
Most of all I remember how much I liked being part of a family... haveing a mate...I actually liked as a friend and a wife and a love....so I tried guess that's gonna have to be enuff...
I gonna have to figure out how to get this fat off or spend the rest of my days trying... alone... I would have to tend to agree with some of the forums on plenty of fish... I'm too big... 400 pound monster... well luvable huggy bear anyway...these days most ladys aint lookin for an anchor lol... awe hell I don't know really... just blowin smoke cause I don't have any idea what it all about any more... and I don't like playin games... been there and done that... I got Nintendo for games... I can do 200 mile and hour in my fruit of the looms and no cop can stop me... hehehe well unless he brreaks into my living room that is... better be wearin them sunshades...whats that blinding white... eeeeewwwwweeeee
get dress mister... we runnin U N... rite...
boy so afraid of loosin cartoon network he thinkin about gettin a job... told him to relax he be workin his butt of soon enuff and cartoon network be the last of his worries...
That brings me to the thought of the world we built for our children...we could of done better... way better... bt something happened... and we left it up to others to decide for us... and well wonder if a person could lobby for common sense...????
go figure...
well I got a bed to break down... gettin a used horsepistol bed today... one them adjustable kind... yepp... gonna be sleepin in high cotton... nawe that aint the way I was told but hey folks aint allowed to go chittin in the corn fields ya know... and it's way to far north to find cotton lol... boy that brings back some hot sweaty memories... itchy too...
My step mom pickin cotton draggin my big butt along on the cotton sack while they worked... funny how I remember that... well cause I was such a cute fat little bugger... yeppers I was a big baby lol... cute as a bug too.. all them ladys was payin that little fellow all kinds of attention... guess that's why I remember it... weird huh....
Just a handful of memories come to mind about my early childhood... cotton pickin time, ridein a tractor with my uncle. then jumpin out the back the old studabaker pickup cause the tire was on fire...couple times just me and DAD... Me and Dad... I thought that man walked on water... sure loved him a lot...always will... we only got to share about twelve years together... but they was wonderful years...Love ya dad... miss ya...
see ya soon enuff...
Most of all I remember how much I liked being part of a family... haveing a mate...I actually liked as a friend and a wife and a love....so I tried guess that's gonna have to be enuff...
I gonna have to figure out how to get this fat off or spend the rest of my days trying... alone... I would have to tend to agree with some of the forums on plenty of fish... I'm too big... 400 pound monster... well luvable huggy bear anyway...these days most ladys aint lookin for an anchor lol... awe hell I don't know really... just blowin smoke cause I don't have any idea what it all about any more... and I don't like playin games... been there and done that... I got Nintendo for games... I can do 200 mile and hour in my fruit of the looms and no cop can stop me... hehehe well unless he brreaks into my living room that is... better be wearin them sunshades...whats that blinding white... eeeeewwwwweeeee
get dress mister... we runnin U N... rite...
boy so afraid of loosin cartoon network he thinkin about gettin a job... told him to relax he be workin his butt of soon enuff and cartoon network be the last of his worries...
That brings me to the thought of the world we built for our children...we could of done better... way better... bt something happened... and we left it up to others to decide for us... and well wonder if a person could lobby for common sense...????
go figure...
well I got a bed to break down... gettin a used horsepistol bed today... one them adjustable kind... yepp... gonna be sleepin in high cotton... nawe that aint the way I was told but hey folks aint allowed to go chittin in the corn fields ya know... and it's way to far north to find cotton lol... boy that brings back some hot sweaty memories... itchy too...
My step mom pickin cotton draggin my big butt along on the cotton sack while they worked... funny how I remember that... well cause I was such a cute fat little bugger... yeppers I was a big baby lol... cute as a bug too.. all them ladys was payin that little fellow all kinds of attention... guess that's why I remember it... weird huh....
Just a handful of memories come to mind about my early childhood... cotton pickin time, ridein a tractor with my uncle. then jumpin out the back the old studabaker pickup cause the tire was on fire...couple times just me and DAD... Me and Dad... I thought that man walked on water... sure loved him a lot...always will... we only got to share about twelve years together... but they was wonderful years...Love ya dad... miss ya...
see ya soon enuff...
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Wow only nine am and i done tore down the old bed... move the new mattress into boys room.. gotta take a break... huff... puff... wheeezzzz... yepp I\'m plum tuckered out...and I just gettin started hehehehe... I am cleanin my carpet in my bedroom with my little bissel screamin steamin cleaner... well it says steam mostly just hot water from the tap... and them cross action brushs aint got no action, just push and pull...lol... oh well beggers can\'t be choosey... and it do a good job... that new vaccum i bought it\'s a bissel too... wow... booy that thang sucks... okay... back to my snake killin... aka, cleanin carpet in bedroom... I\'ll be back... laters Russ
Enjoyed your journal and your gentle thoughts about your married life.I enjoyed being married alot more then being alone too.But in my case I didnt have a choice it was time for hubby to be with the lord.
Strange how you can get used to change and be alright with it.
Have a good cleaning day and enjoy your nights rest.
Rachel