Good moanin Friends...
I been surfin the internut... checkin out the sites for dis and dat... and well I'm kinda disapointed in wat I be findin...
Kinda seem like to me when i start showin some improvement in my health... my health care providers loose interest in following thru. Like okay ya doing good keep up the good work... see ya in six months... then I don't hear nuttin.... UUUUUUuu whooooooo over here... Yeah the big fat guy with edema and heart failure, and so ugly my dog wont lick my face.. yeah... I'm talkin here...
The internet has all kinds of treatments for the problems I suffer, and funny thing is i aint being trreated with any these pumps and stuffins I find on the internet... nope... oh did i mention, money and insurance... nope aint got either... Okay.. where ya suppose the funny is in all of this...
I don't want much, just a chance to get my life back... have a job, be a man...
Okay so I'm teasin about the ugly part... my dog don't lick my face cause I'm not lickable... nope seen where that tounge been... yeppers... aint lickin my whiskers with that doggy ... no way.... eeewwwwwwwee....
My doggy so cute.... she's too much... reminds me of my granny... the way she so little... and she stands with her paws facin oppisite directions just like my skinny little granny did...well they kinda like \ / yeah think that means ya feet firmly planted on the ground ifins they were toe to toe / \ maybe ya need to go pee.... I don't know... but my granny my stepgrandma... she was an angel... for real... she could get down to pattin that right foot and waggin that finger at ya... she wasn't afraid to let ya know if ya pissed her off... no way... she used to tell my daughters to be good... and if ya can't be good be careful... yepp...
Why I walked into grannys home I felt at home... she may have never weighted over 110 pounds her whole 86 years of life... but she was a heavy weight champion when it came to love and caring... to bad she never had any children... I think she'd of been a wonderful mom...
My little doggy makes me think of her a lot... just the way she stands and give me the eye... like there's a little more there than you can really see...
My brain just said hey boy ya fallin off the deep end here... I know I'm crazy cause I answer myself... yepp... be thinkin why this and that... an I hear my minds say because.. well my mind talked to me when I was young too.... hehehehe.. like hey lets party.... yeah... go get dog slobberin drunk and call it a goood time... uh huh... where we learn that...
How many beers ya had....
Oh gee I reskled a bear once...*hic*
he won>>*hic*
NOT BEARS BEER ya ninnny...
OH..*hic* beers... yeah I had some... (Beeeeellllchhhhh)
Nope never been there lol... guess I was just way lucky... then again I seldom drove drunk....
God that thought just scares the hell outta me... Well like I said old too soon smart too late... well it's never too late...
Why do all the things in life that are so stupid look so cool when you young... how the hell I'm gonna keep my son from doing this same dumb chit i did.... Pray boy pray... ya taught him good...
see there the old brain again...
Wat ya say fatman...
shut up bobbin...
Somebody gotta keep ya in line fatman...
...I'm always in line...
Yeah the end of the line.... hehehehe
Shut up bobbin...
Make me...
...geesh duct tape don't work on the brain...
Hehehehehe....
dang it bobbin...
Awe ya know ya need me fatman...
Yeah we all need ya bobbin...
So where those pictures ya was gonna get copied to cd ...
..I lost em...
LOST EM...
...Yepp. don't remember where I put em... still lookin...
LQQK at this bend over let me plant this foot in ya backside...
..I already kicked myself bobbin...
Well I wanna remind ya...
I gotta go look for them pictures Ya'll gonna love em lol... if I can find em lol... I still got three days lol... later Russ
I been surfin the internut... checkin out the sites for dis and dat... and well I'm kinda disapointed in wat I be findin...
Kinda seem like to me when i start showin some improvement in my health... my health care providers loose interest in following thru. Like okay ya doing good keep up the good work... see ya in six months... then I don't hear nuttin.... UUUUUUuu whooooooo over here... Yeah the big fat guy with edema and heart failure, and so ugly my dog wont lick my face.. yeah... I'm talkin here...
The internet has all kinds of treatments for the problems I suffer, and funny thing is i aint being trreated with any these pumps and stuffins I find on the internet... nope... oh did i mention, money and insurance... nope aint got either... Okay.. where ya suppose the funny is in all of this...
I don't want much, just a chance to get my life back... have a job, be a man...
Okay so I'm teasin about the ugly part... my dog don't lick my face cause I'm not lickable... nope seen where that tounge been... yeppers... aint lickin my whiskers with that doggy ... no way.... eeewwwwwwwee....
My doggy so cute.... she's too much... reminds me of my granny... the way she so little... and she stands with her paws facin oppisite directions just like my skinny little granny did...well they kinda like \ / yeah think that means ya feet firmly planted on the ground ifins they were toe to toe / \ maybe ya need to go pee.... I don't know... but my granny my stepgrandma... she was an angel... for real... she could get down to pattin that right foot and waggin that finger at ya... she wasn't afraid to let ya know if ya pissed her off... no way... she used to tell my daughters to be good... and if ya can't be good be careful... yepp...
Why I walked into grannys home I felt at home... she may have never weighted over 110 pounds her whole 86 years of life... but she was a heavy weight champion when it came to love and caring... to bad she never had any children... I think she'd of been a wonderful mom...
My little doggy makes me think of her a lot... just the way she stands and give me the eye... like there's a little more there than you can really see...
My brain just said hey boy ya fallin off the deep end here... I know I'm crazy cause I answer myself... yepp... be thinkin why this and that... an I hear my minds say because.. well my mind talked to me when I was young too.... hehehehe.. like hey lets party.... yeah... go get dog slobberin drunk and call it a goood time... uh huh... where we learn that...
How many beers ya had....
Oh gee I reskled a bear once...*hic*
he won>>*hic*
NOT BEARS BEER ya ninnny...
OH..*hic* beers... yeah I had some... (Beeeeellllchhhhh)
Nope never been there lol... guess I was just way lucky... then again I seldom drove drunk....
God that thought just scares the hell outta me... Well like I said old too soon smart too late... well it's never too late...
Why do all the things in life that are so stupid look so cool when you young... how the hell I'm gonna keep my son from doing this same dumb chit i did.... Pray boy pray... ya taught him good...
see there the old brain again...
Wat ya say fatman...
shut up bobbin...
Somebody gotta keep ya in line fatman...
...I'm always in line...
Yeah the end of the line.... hehehehe
Shut up bobbin...
Make me...
...geesh duct tape don't work on the brain...
Hehehehehe....
dang it bobbin...
Awe ya know ya need me fatman...
Yeah we all need ya bobbin...
So where those pictures ya was gonna get copied to cd ...
..I lost em...
LOST EM...
...Yepp. don't remember where I put em... still lookin...
LQQK at this bend over let me plant this foot in ya backside...
..I already kicked myself bobbin...
Well I wanna remind ya...
I gotta go look for them pictures Ya'll gonna love em lol... if I can find em lol... I still got three days lol... later Russ
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Hey there Russ,
I think it is good that you found some things that can help you more. Now is there maybe a new DR that you can find that will be willing to try some of it on you? There are still some out there that care , few but there are! Insurance or not, keep looking, everyone deserves the best medical treatment!
Glad you have your doogy and she sounds addorable and I am happy to see the found memories of your granny that she brings to you as well. She sounded like an amazing woman!
Well keep a lookin for that CD! :-) I don\'t think your crazy, ceative , yes ...crazy no! As for it never being too late...nope and just keep that open communication is all we can do and I am sure you have taught your son well and then we just have to sit back and pray that it was enough! :-) It is scary these days!
Well hope you have had a good day so far and enjoy the rest of the night! Take care of yourself!
Hugs, Michelle