I just finished reading some post in the Fibromyalgia room on what someone asked..

Is life worth living with Fibromyalgia....

I have to kinda agree with "I don't think so"

But life is worth living...
Of course if you suffer mental illness along with the Fibro. or maybe PTSD, other Arthritis, and pinched nerves or compacted disc in the neck or back...
Pain has a whole new meaning sometimes... top that off with chronic pain. 24/7, 365 days a year, times..... Well yoou do the math... We might not think it's worth living but we do....

We continue one day at a time. sometimes we get lucky and the fibro will go into remission... Yeah mine use too... about every six months i would be human and superman could fly...
Then this craponite shoot me down.... no matter how fast I wiggle my ears... I cant get my big butt off the ground any more...

Been so long since I had a pain free day. I don't remember what it was like...
This moaning(morning) I woke up so sad.... pain was off the scale... I had to get up... It hurt so bad..I almost forgot pain like this... Yeah I'm mo better... still stiff and unflexable... but the pain has let up a little... at least I can see better... Guess I'm just hopin because some one says this aint worth livin with, they are just complaining how dam ruff it gets...

I have little compassion this morning... When I'm in this much pain, I tend to be angry... selfish...even jealous.... I never got a Roast... DEAN Martin got a Roast.. well I cooked a Roast one or two times... see I try not to dwell on my negitive side... and man do I have a negative side this moanin....

An for all ya'll ladys out there... Ifins ya hubby or boyfriend being a total asshole, grumpin and all around knuckle head allthe time.... He's sick... he's probably in pain and just wont admitt it... some fellows are like that... some women too.... maybe he hit his finger with a hammer at work or somehting...

Good luck with that....

Being disabled by these illnesses... has taken everything I hold true and dear to my heart... I pulled my self together after years of abuse and struggled thru the mire to learn to be a decent human... a true friend that wouldn't stab ya in the back... a faithful hubby, and a friend that treated my wife with respect and saw her as an equal not a slave or sex toy... I encouraged her to better her self and to think better of herself... to try and achieve more and most of all to be happy...

I still think I did a good job... as a father and a husband... I've always let my yes mean yess and my no mean no... tried to keep my word no matter what...

NOW what... treated like a second class citizen by the government I supported all my life... disowned by my parents and family because they couldn't see any disableing problems with me... you can't see it It aint there.... then have to deal with a unfaithful mate, and get kicked to the curb by her and her family.... Okay so I'm feelin chitty....

Who ya gonna call...?

Looks like I have I problems this moanin... why me????

Too bad I guess I'll never really know... tuff chit Russ....
Time to tuffin up.... suck in that gut and move on boy...
dang I need a girdle...

Oh i know this is so boring but hey ... We all going thru a lot of crapp we don't really need... aint like you can donate it to good will either....

dang I should of gotten a hug before DJ went to school.... He was so nice this moanin guess he could see how much pain I'm in... he's like that sometimes... Kids gotta love em....