i should of gotten up at three am lol...
I turn around and finally went back to sleep... A deeeeep sleep with dreams I can't even remember at this moment... didn't seem to unpleasant... but man when I work up a 5:30 geeeesh....

i never knew we could endure so much pain for so long....
It aint in the instruction manual...oh well somebody lost the manual before i was born anyways...

hurrry up coffee...
Me and this computer are a real pair...
All it's windows are cracked lol
and my memory chip is melting lol

would you believe I started this journal 38 minutes ago... yepp...

I'll be back.... (ithink) russ