Awe I remember why I wasn't much looking forward to today...
i have an appointment with the Human Resources...
according to my last letter they gonna up my foodstamps to 30 dollars amonth. Most likely those will be reduced today lol... see it works according to who can squeal the loudest...
It's a regulations of the federal government. the more they don't use the more in funds they get... (aka kickback) so only minority get the full amount allowed (even tho there aint no set limit) my son an I live on an income below the federal regulations for one person.. being 1024.00 a month... county takes all but 68.05 of my child support check to pay back the state for supplement income for DJ. which is 250 a month...

So we were getting 16 dollars a month in food stamps, for the last year or so... the four years before that they took the food stamps away for repayment of being over paid at 70 dollars amonth, took em a couple years to collect that by giveing me ten dollars a mo. and takin it back for repayment... geeesh... even the adminastrative judge thought it was stupid.... but hey... feds rule right....

So any way today the day... I gotta report my missing foodstamp card, then I have to go to social security to apply for another ss card and medicaid card.... least I know my ss number lol... dang lots of plastic to replace when a wallet goes AWOL...
Well at any rate some how they make me feel likes it's all my fault...

Must pratice self control today with a steal will...(CRAASSSSHHHHH!!!)




had to derail that train of thought... geesh somebody could of gotten hurt...
need to pratice my breathin exercise,,, breath in,,,, breath out...
oh gee this is nice....

I never remembered wantin to actually hit a female untill I was forced to ask for assistance with food stamps and medicaid for DJ....
now foot and butt dease run wildly thru my mind....
my foot case workse butt... queen of denial...
Oh I know they just doint their job...
sorry ass job if you ask me...

Well I wasn't born into this world, they came and drugg me out kickin an screamin (i aint ready put me back) they they they slapped my little behind for what.... I didn't bite no body gee didn't even have teeth.. didn't putt the cats tail.. nothin... just enjoying the warm comfort of mommys womb, and some fool breaks her water so I bee born on grandma's birtday .... I tell ya I wasn't ready... not by three weeks... they plucked my little butt out three weeks too dam earlly....

Told DJ, he was born with a full set of teeth just like a beaver....
"really dad?"
Yepp an ya nawed all the varnish off you crib before you was six months old...
Yepp he's paying attention now...
told him when he was one year old he got a new high chair for his birthday, cause he done nawed the leg off his old one...
hey he's buying this for a while lol... gee he's only 17 give him a break lol...

I'm feeling for my youngest...
The gonna turn him loose on the world next year...
Graduates from High School and goes to the School of hard Knocks...
Just like I did... Like father like son...
Well I hope...
If he can skip the smokin and drinkin and just go to GO,

Awe I don't much feel like worring about this today. got a full plate any dang way...

Ya know whats funny, my rent went up and my income went down...oh it
is only 7 dollars... then gass only cost three dollars a gallon...

People will still tell ya where to go for free....

My son gave me the one finger salute the other day... so I pulled his finger hehehehehe....

He still don't get it....
Charter wants me to download a new thingy, but window don't want to let me... no upgrades for this window98. So I can't check my e-mail and gee bet there's a hundred of em by now....

have to email friends an family thru Yahoo.... aint life grand..


Oh poopie....