When I'm lonely feel like crying,
and the tears just will not fall.
The pain inside keep building untill
A single tear drop falls.

My mind reels with confusion.
my heart breaks with pain.
When I look out the window
all I see is rain.

I lean on all my friends,
just to make it through the day.
With all their help I make it,
but it don't feel the same...

Because when I held you.
I felt so sure and strong.
You made me feel like superman,
oh craptonite ya gone...

These empty arms are achey.
My heart is mending slow.
I've gotten past the pain,
as far as I can go...

Your free, I'm free,
there's nothing that remains.
Just the empty place you use to be.
You know it feels so strange.

I'm slow to find another,
this time I hope and pray.
If someone says they love me.
They'll prove it everyday.

Because when I held her.
She made me feel so strong.
I use to feel like superman,
but hell now that is gone.....

Russ

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Sorry russ I know its tough and emotions are raw.Lost love is painful,memories are even more hurtful.I know some of those empty feelings.Had memory flash backs yesterday I cried until they were somehow relieved by my tears.I dont have any words for the aches we feel in our hearts.
But I can relate.
Rachel
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Very thought provoking Russ. I am so sorry for your hurt & pain. Emotional pain can\'t be controlled by a pill and can wound the soul in ways that physical pain can\'t touch. You must have been very much in love, but where there\'s life there\'s hope in this world and you never know what might be waiting around the corner. We all want & need to be loved and held. That physical need for human contact and warmth. It\'s what makes us human. I hope tonight won\'t be too hard on you and try to remember you ARE loved, not exactly like you want to be at the moment, but loved none the less. Thinking of you, Dale
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Guess that\'s what made being divorce do dang tuff. I told her no one could love her more than me... Wellll.... that was then lol... I\'m finally at peace...least I aint loosin no sleep any more... don\'t want to bite a nail intoo ever time I see her picture lol... guess that worth something ... but yeah I was in LOVE... kinda old fashion about that stuff...