Howdee Friends, I'm in a rather moody attitude this moanin.
Seems like some dreams were meant to not be remembered. Well at least it would be easier if we didn't remember some dreams.
I'm kinda into dreams, most of which are about what we worry about or about things that are formost on our minds. Then there are dreams that defy logic.
I think as we get more mature, the change in the chemistry of our brains allow more activity in the part that stores memory. Funny I would use memory lol, geesh when I go into a room I can't remember if I was going in or coming out... Any who, just count this as the ramblings of an old man.
Yet I think there is a posibility that medicines and natural body chemicals can alter the mind... I know for a fact that some anti-depressants will change you forever.
History is repeating it's self. I am repeating myself. I had realy hoped that by forcing myself to be different than my parents before me that I would free my children from this family curse of dysfunction.
It's like building a sand castle to hold back the tide. I feel like I'm eroding away, being washed into a vast ocean of uncertain worries...
The dark force that pulls and tuggs at mankind, is as real as the goodness that stays it's evil hand. As mankind struggles against the change and moves into an uncertain future, we must reconise the need to examine every angle of life to find that which is most valued to each of us.
When that value we seek is human compassion and love. There will be a bright future for all mankind, then we will be guided into a wonderful new world like nothing we ever remember before...
Russ
Seems like some dreams were meant to not be remembered. Well at least it would be easier if we didn't remember some dreams.
I'm kinda into dreams, most of which are about what we worry about or about things that are formost on our minds. Then there are dreams that defy logic.
I think as we get more mature, the change in the chemistry of our brains allow more activity in the part that stores memory. Funny I would use memory lol, geesh when I go into a room I can't remember if I was going in or coming out... Any who, just count this as the ramblings of an old man.
Yet I think there is a posibility that medicines and natural body chemicals can alter the mind... I know for a fact that some anti-depressants will change you forever.
History is repeating it's self. I am repeating myself. I had realy hoped that by forcing myself to be different than my parents before me that I would free my children from this family curse of dysfunction.
It's like building a sand castle to hold back the tide. I feel like I'm eroding away, being washed into a vast ocean of uncertain worries...
The dark force that pulls and tuggs at mankind, is as real as the goodness that stays it's evil hand. As mankind struggles against the change and moves into an uncertain future, we must reconise the need to examine every angle of life to find that which is most valued to each of us.
When that value we seek is human compassion and love. There will be a bright future for all mankind, then we will be guided into a wonderful new world like nothing we ever remember before...
Russ
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Boy today is strange indeed, brakes locked up going to therapist. He wondered why I even tried to get there. No problems on the way home lol..
Just I wanted to discuss my anger and my therapist wanted to talk about an old truck I once owned, It was much better than these old junker I drive today... nuff this Russ
hi russ!!U get angry??? did that cause any good? You wrote a beautiful piece of prose that im forwarding to a bud of mine who has an 8 yr old boy who\'ll die of leukemia before Christmas. You dont want to be dysfunchal? thenread; WORRY IS THE INTEREST YOU PAY ON A PROBLEM YOU MIGHT HAVE. Let me wish you Peace & God\'s Blessings
Don\'t think your alone in worrying about what might have been! No parent is perfect, we\'d like to be but afraid it\'s impossible. We do the best we can with the tools we\'ve been given. Thank God, for love and forgiveness eh?
\'.. controlling anger is important even though anger is a normal emotion. I like to call it righteous indignation [heh heh], cause that\'s what it is. Hey, I have a book suggestion - called The Other Side of Love by Gary Chapman.. it\'s a book (Christian book) on how to handle anger .. it was from an anger management class I took last year. It is GREAT. If ya like to read, I\'d highly recommend this book to you. It teaches you how to respond with anger but in a Godly way.. not in a \'throw-the- cell-phone-across-the-room-type-way\' like I\'ve done - -\'---
this was a message in one of my journal entries that I found to be veryyyyyy interesting.....
perhaps you will, too.............:)
Russ, I use to run down the basement stairs in an urgency to get something and for the life of me I couldn\'t remember what it was when I got down there!!LOL! I hate to admit it but that was even some years ago and I\'m wondering if I\'m getting worse with age. I wasn\'t that old back then!
I get strange dreams and very vivid as well but I can\'t remember those either. Just bits and pieces maybe!
Your entry was very interesting! Actually, I\'m speechless. Makes good sense! Be possitive as much as you can...
God bless and many peaceful and comforting dreams ahead of you!