Sleep why do you elude me............Storm moved through the area last nite........ Last thing I remember before I went to sleep was I hope the electricity don't go off with this mask on my face.
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That was three hours ago, well four now. Ahhh who cares, I sit and reflect about this whole summer and I am disappointed in myself...I started cleaning up my yard. I still haven't finished.... People promise to help but, I never see them when I'm in need.... I hate asking for help...
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Poor little Angel she ate something that is causing her to hack up messes all over the house... thank God for wet& dry vaccums. Well I felt Gooooood lol.... That sure lasted a long time, no seriously I had about six or seven hours Yesterday that was reduced pain, then the Weather changed.... lol... aint life Grand! I keep tellin myself it is...
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I guess it's the loneliness... Sometimes I find it harder to deal with than the pain...Life just don't have that crisp feeling like a fresh head of lettuce.... More like a old piece of celery that been laying in the refrig too dam long... limp and unappealing... guess you can still toss it in pot of soup. but ya aint gonna spread no peanut butter on that sucker lol...
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Well guess it's just as well... I'm not much a man now days any way. Just a servant to pain and misery... Now there a couple that really need to be seperated, pain and misery...My son gave me a hugg last nite an told me I was the most important thing in his life... Now that is rich...Can't buy that with money... We watched a movie called Final Fantasy VII, advent children.... He said it made him realise what was important to him, Awwwwe gee now Aint life Grand!... He's the apple of my eye, the spring in my step, and the pain in my butt...All these years of struggle, just hit payday :) Course Ya'll know these things, still thought I'd share a rare and wonderful moment that don't happen often in the teenage years lol...
I use to put Ma and Pa Kent on the return address of my letters to my kids... When they asked my why, I told em because I thought they were all Super.. Still Do.
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best wishes Russ
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That was three hours ago, well four now. Ahhh who cares, I sit and reflect about this whole summer and I am disappointed in myself...I started cleaning up my yard. I still haven't finished.... People promise to help but, I never see them when I'm in need.... I hate asking for help...
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Poor little Angel she ate something that is causing her to hack up messes all over the house... thank God for wet& dry vaccums. Well I felt Gooooood lol.... That sure lasted a long time, no seriously I had about six or seven hours Yesterday that was reduced pain, then the Weather changed.... lol... aint life Grand! I keep tellin myself it is...
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I guess it's the loneliness... Sometimes I find it harder to deal with than the pain...Life just don't have that crisp feeling like a fresh head of lettuce.... More like a old piece of celery that been laying in the refrig too dam long... limp and unappealing... guess you can still toss it in pot of soup. but ya aint gonna spread no peanut butter on that sucker lol...
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Well guess it's just as well... I'm not much a man now days any way. Just a servant to pain and misery... Now there a couple that really need to be seperated, pain and misery...My son gave me a hugg last nite an told me I was the most important thing in his life... Now that is rich...Can't buy that with money... We watched a movie called Final Fantasy VII, advent children.... He said it made him realise what was important to him, Awwwwe gee now Aint life Grand!... He's the apple of my eye, the spring in my step, and the pain in my butt...All these years of struggle, just hit payday :) Course Ya'll know these things, still thought I'd share a rare and wonderful moment that don't happen often in the teenage years lol...
I use to put Ma and Pa Kent on the return address of my letters to my kids... When they asked my why, I told em because I thought they were all Super.. Still Do.
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best wishes Russ
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4.52am here! I woke up an hour ago and can\'t sleep anymore, so here I am! Think I must have slept myself out these past few days. Thanks for your message and hugs.
Sounds as if you have a great son! You are right these rare moments with teenagers make it all worthwhile. Take care...
I think that\'s really cool that you put that for a return address and why. If my kids ever wrote I wish I would have thought of it, but they all pick up the phone or email us or both. But very cool. Take care!! ~~Faye~~
See?? so many people long to have their children to hug them......
You are a lucky man, Russ......
Recognizing the Good things!! Apreciating the Good things!!
Perhaps when it cools down, you can get out and spruce that yard just to where you want it........!!
:)
Never give up on the things that you want to have done around your home.Ask for some help and dont be shy about asking they can eather say yes or no.What have you got to lose.
Love is never ending.. a hug from our children is well worth all the pains in the butt they have caused us.One little hug makes up for everything.