Well awwwweeee chit, Moanin don't discribe it. Stupidity is more realistic... so dang stupid to get under Old Blue and cut that muffler off... dang sunshine on my old hinny and I get crazy lol... On the brighter side, I feel with my fingers hehehehe, I do feel a little better, not as depressed..................................I am feeling a tad bit Confused, Dazed, Sad, cause I just don't fit in with normal people... I've had this feeling all week I was gonna put my foot in my mouth, and i did last nite... MY son and his wife came out... brought Doyle home from shopping for shoes. Russ junior also gave him a few bags of pants and shirts for school... I think that's great. He tried to help me with his old van, my idea for jury riggin a straight pipe didn't work. store bought pipe was too short.. Great!
............................................................ then they watched gost rider again, and I brought up a subject of the relegious nature and Yeppers I feel like such an idiot... I know better than express my opinions or views to anyone... I aint the black sheep of the family for nothing......PTSD don't help my good intention none some atall....So If ins I ever offend anyone here on DS, please try to remember, I got a full deck o cards but some of em are stuck together okay???....least God aint too upset with me... do you smell smoke?.... ever here a song I can't remember the title but it about being used... go ahead and use me up... that one verse is stuck like a broken record.....
..............................................................My dreams last nite were like the journal I write, nawe my life is like the journals I write, same old stuff over and over... a cycle of events that in my dreams showed a pattern of repeatin it's self... funky huh? Monday this and Tuesday something else, Wedsday something something, and then Thursday a repeat of Monday.... (theme from Twilight Zone) Gee, just dawned on me again My son wants to convert me and Doyle.... bet no good come of his efforts, I'm not into showy desplays... See grandma was a good Christian woman... drugg my little butt outta bed on sunday dressed me in those wonderful little suits I out grew so fast. They haul me off down to the Baptist church for sunday school and the service... sunday school was cool, but the service was dull. and if I picked my nose, of scratch my itch... I got the hell beat out of me when I got home... like I said always some reason to kick my little butt... So excuse me if church aint my favorite subject... but God and Jesus is... just hard to deal with ya know, we changed church cause someone said something ahout child abuse. So we didn't go to the Baptist church no more I was introduced to the Assembly of God... I liked it... preacher was an native American, and I loved his sermons... he had spirit, At any rate I'm gonna dropp this line of thought....
..................................................................If ins Ya remove me from your friend list I understand, well no not really but I aint gonna loose no sleep over it, I worked out my own salvations way back when I was seven dang year old... I believe God give us Choices, one being the Freedom of Beliefs.... The one thing that makes this country Great. A wonderful freedom.... I see all churches praying to the One Creator, to me that's One God, one people, Basically I'm saying this is me, I might be different, but I want to be excepted for who I am and not for what I am suppose to be according tooo.... WHOM??? I'm at peace with God and Jesus, so amen.... I'm done stick a fork in me... Russ
............................................................ then they watched gost rider again, and I brought up a subject of the relegious nature and Yeppers I feel like such an idiot... I know better than express my opinions or views to anyone... I aint the black sheep of the family for nothing......PTSD don't help my good intention none some atall....So If ins I ever offend anyone here on DS, please try to remember, I got a full deck o cards but some of em are stuck together okay???....least God aint too upset with me... do you smell smoke?.... ever here a song I can't remember the title but it about being used... go ahead and use me up... that one verse is stuck like a broken record.....
..............................................................My dreams last nite were like the journal I write, nawe my life is like the journals I write, same old stuff over and over... a cycle of events that in my dreams showed a pattern of repeatin it's self... funky huh? Monday this and Tuesday something else, Wedsday something something, and then Thursday a repeat of Monday.... (theme from Twilight Zone) Gee, just dawned on me again My son wants to convert me and Doyle.... bet no good come of his efforts, I'm not into showy desplays... See grandma was a good Christian woman... drugg my little butt outta bed on sunday dressed me in those wonderful little suits I out grew so fast. They haul me off down to the Baptist church for sunday school and the service... sunday school was cool, but the service was dull. and if I picked my nose, of scratch my itch... I got the hell beat out of me when I got home... like I said always some reason to kick my little butt... So excuse me if church aint my favorite subject... but God and Jesus is... just hard to deal with ya know, we changed church cause someone said something ahout child abuse. So we didn't go to the Baptist church no more I was introduced to the Assembly of God... I liked it... preacher was an native American, and I loved his sermons... he had spirit, At any rate I'm gonna dropp this line of thought....
..................................................................If ins Ya remove me from your friend list I understand, well no not really but I aint gonna loose no sleep over it, I worked out my own salvations way back when I was seven dang year old... I believe God give us Choices, one being the Freedom of Beliefs.... The one thing that makes this country Great. A wonderful freedom.... I see all churches praying to the One Creator, to me that's One God, one people, Basically I'm saying this is me, I might be different, but I want to be excepted for who I am and not for what I am suppose to be according tooo.... WHOM??? I'm at peace with God and Jesus, so amen.... I'm done stick a fork in me... Russ
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Amen Russ! If you have peace with God in your own heart, that is all that matters. Never try to be a pleaser of man, just do all you can to please God. My personal belief is that if a person is saved, they should be involved in a good church, but that is only my belief and I don\'t try to push it off on anyone. For example, one of my favorite foods is mushrooms. I eat them right out of the can. But you may hate mushrooms, so what good would it do me to sit and argue with you all day just because you don\'t like them. It would just make you angry and want nothing to do with me if I constantly argued with you. I\'m like you about believing we all have a freedom of choice in our beliefs. You take a devil worshipper or an atheist, I have nothing in common with either one, but I respect their beliefs, though I don\'t agree. I have enough problems and faults of my own to take care of, without judging other people. God bless you Russ, and stay out of that sun. I don\'t know what it is like where you are, but it is suppose to hit 105 here today.
LOVED this line: \"I got a full deck o cards but some of em are stuck together\"....mind if I borrow it?
Honey, if we make it to Heaven, that\'s the main thing......
See you a good person....and you have to right to expresion an opinion.......
Lord Knows, when my foot goes in my house,it\'s followed by the Leg.....
Take care!!..........:)