Yeah I can find a song everyday, it's just hard to tune in sometime, Pain make the old brain sluggish, and foggy, This moanin the first song in my heart was Jesus love me yes I know, for the bible tells me .....That's a mighty fine song, Top of the list on the Golden Oldy that is a for sure... i still remember the first time I learned that song. Little church at Long Lake, I just walked across the street one sunday and went to sunday school, I was playin outside, My mom she went over there, so hey I went with her... I was like 5 dang year old,
My old hands so stiff and achey, dis maonin, Well lets see what' goin on in my world, Son called ask me to come visit, he had some clothes for his little brother, size 44 waist lol... he wears like 32 my oldest son, he so skinny he stand sideways and stick out his tounge he look like a zipper... that's russ junior lol... funny I was just that skinny, till i got fat lol... Yepp I'm fat, dont like that other word they use ob someting,..sounds like obsessed, it's not like I'm eating the whole cow every meal... geeesh I just sniff the brisket and gain two pounds, I was a cone head, consumed mass quanities... then I quit smokin and need I say mo.... andy ole who... went and visited my son... he took us me and DJ oout to eat, China style, buffet all ya'll can eat lol.... I had a dab of this and a dab of that... noodle chow mein, chicken stir fry rice, chicken brocilli, cheesy tater, chicken on a stick, and ice teea...no soy sause, man that stuff was 40% salt, then we went to farm and fleet to look for mufflers for old paint, that's Russ jr. old van... 90 model V-ger lol.... Yepp I had two of em lol Long story made short, I enjoyed spendin time with my son, I'm gonna straight pipe that old van today lol... can't afford a muffler so just gonna put a pipe in its place till i can afford one, dang ole van might not last long no how, There was trouble in Paradise so Me and DJ made a quick exit, Seem the love birds havin that first squabble, me I don't think its wise to tell a woman to get glad in the same clothes ya got mad in lol... I noticed he likes to hug and comfort, she aint in the mood for that hands on stuff, so I figure time for dad to hit the street, I am not gettin in my kids affairs, i didn't like it when my parent got in mine so I in nuetral... Park even lol... actually it was drive cause I'm gone lol.... well I been up since three am, so gonna go take a breathin exercise, so far I've kept my word to myself and used that dang old Gazelle five minutes a day, gee I otter be 30 pound lighter by now lol... yeah rite lol... gained five pounds already lol.... aint life grand, best wishes friends, and many blessing....Russ
My old hands so stiff and achey, dis maonin, Well lets see what' goin on in my world, Son called ask me to come visit, he had some clothes for his little brother, size 44 waist lol... he wears like 32 my oldest son, he so skinny he stand sideways and stick out his tounge he look like a zipper... that's russ junior lol... funny I was just that skinny, till i got fat lol... Yepp I'm fat, dont like that other word they use ob someting,..sounds like obsessed, it's not like I'm eating the whole cow every meal... geeesh I just sniff the brisket and gain two pounds, I was a cone head, consumed mass quanities... then I quit smokin and need I say mo.... andy ole who... went and visited my son... he took us me and DJ oout to eat, China style, buffet all ya'll can eat lol.... I had a dab of this and a dab of that... noodle chow mein, chicken stir fry rice, chicken brocilli, cheesy tater, chicken on a stick, and ice teea...no soy sause, man that stuff was 40% salt, then we went to farm and fleet to look for mufflers for old paint, that's Russ jr. old van... 90 model V-ger lol.... Yepp I had two of em lol Long story made short, I enjoyed spendin time with my son, I'm gonna straight pipe that old van today lol... can't afford a muffler so just gonna put a pipe in its place till i can afford one, dang ole van might not last long no how, There was trouble in Paradise so Me and DJ made a quick exit, Seem the love birds havin that first squabble, me I don't think its wise to tell a woman to get glad in the same clothes ya got mad in lol... I noticed he likes to hug and comfort, she aint in the mood for that hands on stuff, so I figure time for dad to hit the street, I am not gettin in my kids affairs, i didn't like it when my parent got in mine so I in nuetral... Park even lol... actually it was drive cause I'm gone lol.... well I been up since three am, so gonna go take a breathin exercise, so far I've kept my word to myself and used that dang old Gazelle five minutes a day, gee I otter be 30 pound lighter by now lol... yeah rite lol... gained five pounds already lol.... aint life grand, best wishes friends, and many blessing....Russ
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Awwwwww......\"Jesus Loves Me\" was the song in your Heart/Head this morning......:) What a Nice Thought, comforting, too...
And, You Conquered the Addiction of Smoking!! That is Soooooo hard, trust me, because I LOVE to smoke and have discovered my smoking on the upswing...
You are like me--hard to \"let go\" for someone who was VERY IMPORTANT in our lives, and according to the Bible, the Spouse comes second only to God.....ahead of Children, Parents, etc. (yeah, I know the reality of that statement)
But, You are going to have to Free Your Mind and Free Your Heart.....did you read what my Fine, Wise Friend sent me on \"Letting Go\"....???
Foolish Pride....have a BAD case of it my self, so perhaps we all can support each other to move on....we will never really move ahead if we don\'t.....and FORGIVING......I \'Hear\' what others say about forgiving, but until one has really been thru it, being betrayed by a spouse can be one of the WORST things in the World--a \'death\' that never ends, if you know what I mean..
God, you think about food alot!!.......lol!!
You make me hungry every time I begin reading your profile....worked with a man like that once.....
We were \'Partners\' in our line of work for several years, and we traveled (autombile) all over the State....if there was a good place around, man he knew about it........:)
Had to go on a DIET, because I began gaining weight...
Conjestive Heart Failure....I don\'t know much about it, but that concerns me for you.....wish I could help....
Money Problems.....is there anyway you could earn a little cash on the side?? Seems like with all the \'FREE\' Money this country gives away, there could be some compensation for Americans who have contributed to the system over the years..
Glad you are having \'company\' today.....
Having God in Our Heart is the Best Companion We can have, plus Peace in Our Heart, but you KNOW that you need to let go of the pleasure you are receiving with your former\'s marital problems
Hell, I was GLAD when I learned that my Former was having problems! And was Glad when those As-holes divorced!! Yeah, that\'s right....GLAD!! thought it served them BOTH right!!
BUT, a couple of weeks ago, Russ, when I posted that entry in my Journal, and thru the HONEST, DIRECT remarks of some of my Friends on DS, realized that I indeed had NOT learned to let go......and that hurts only Myself....
Take care, Russ........
Don\'t know how, but it IS going to get better.......we just have to figure out HOW....
Advice is ALWAYS so much easier to give than to take......;-)