Good MOANIN friends...Met a fellow that told me I could just call him TEX, I ask him if he was from Texas, he said hail no born in Miss. raised in Lous. but dam if any one was gonna call him Miss Louis...lol
corny huh... most people I worked with called me Tex, I was once tall and slender, deep southern accent... well i'm still kinda tall lol... might call me rounded out lol...oh yeah...sorry had to go pee...Oh yeah love these water pill, never had a problem with water retention till I quit drinkin beer...any body remember Tom T. Hall?..."I like beer"..."I love"..."watermellon wine"..."faster horse, younger women, older whiskey, more money"...the old story teller Tom, Music has been a blessing in my life...from religious to classical, I find joy, love, inspiration, and hope... All in Music, now in my prime of life, just as i get good enuff with the old guitar, my hands fail me...can't finger the notes and chords no more.. I hung my old guitar on the wall in my bedroom, as testiment testament oh fiddle sticks... there it hangs, once in a while I take it down and just hold it...go thru the motion of a few cord, C, D, G, F, awe whatever, dam ole brain like this dell this moanin...Done with errors on page...all I could ever do is chord and well play house of the rising sun, or under the double eagle... honkey tonk man... cheatin heart... some willy walon or merle songs lol... instead of okey from Mesokee, I'm a hillbilly that's gone plum silly...music moves the soul... specially when you makin it...some when you hear it...others when you in love...I'm in love, I'm in love with a beautiful girl... but she don't care about me...Awwwwweeeee man i gotta get off this train... how come it's train of thoughts.... why not a convoy lol... I hate being a lonely ole fart...i speak of music, did you know I can't hear music any more... not with out the aids of a headphones, bought me headphones for my new TV, so I don't blast the kid and doggy outta dee house...some of this new music is well just don't get it... and when some old boy tries to copy these new kids, Well Randy you seriously messed up Amazing Grace... period...de yam...I'm old fashioned to the Boneeee... don't mess with Amazing Grace...I miss that old time religious music..sometimes this old world seems to be stuck in a loop, remakes of movies, it's like they runnin out of ideas, spiderman, superman, x-men fantastic four, yeah that's all good but hey, it's everything, got a new Tin man coming out in dec... remake of wizard of Azzz? only thing i see new is horror films,,, always new ways to kill mane and abuse i guess...gee i pay 60 dollars a month for 250,000.00 dollars of commericals every ten minutes and reruns from hell... tho shalt not rerun a show more than once in a weeks time lol...okay between the pain and the pain...I'm struggling this moanin too, smile, awe come on Russ it won't crack you face... SMILE one them ear to ear grins...like the one that made the little girl laugh cause i for got my teeth lol...I been paying for my adventures outside...and theres way more adventure waiting...a little at a time I'm getting rid of the junk i collect... I'm a pack rat...some reason I think i can find a use for anything, so i keep it...i build shelfs and tables dressers and chairs I overhaul lawnmowers and the junk just keep piling up... so, I gonna take up something lol... water colors or oil painting lol... maybe collect dust balls lol...oh got a collection of those already hehehehehe...If there was a wish I could wish for...I'd wish for the faith of a mustard seed...and the wisdom to handle the responsibility that comes with that faith...with that faith I could heal myself, and any one else that believed in faith of a mustard seed...I've seen it with my own eyes this faith... why can't I grasp it and use it's loving wonderful power...I do not know why, but I know it exist... this holy spirit, the active force of our Creator...hell of a question aint it...my bible is right here in front of me...I've done some real serious investigations into it for years...I'm not much smarter than when I started lol...so a blind man walks into a bar.... he said...Ouch!...I better walk into my kitchen and wash the dishes, I'm not much good for anyone this morning... all this is just bull somehow...this de yamm pain is drivin me nutz...cra zeeeee...loony toons... hey did I tell you today that I luv ya?? Yeah really...cause i trully love my online friends...my little place where I'm not so alone in this world... can't put my arms around any of ya, share a beer are Ice tea... but you care, and I can feel that, you are like my brothers and sisters...sometimes more... never less...russ

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Another lovely post as always...I have enjoyed them all. Thanks for sharing your stories some that make me chuckle and others that make me smile and happy to just be your friend then again I also read between the lines and see the pain. Always keep hanging in there with the rest of us my friend! Look forward to the next journals :-) YOu take care!