When I lay back I can feel my old achy heart beat, slow and steady, about 50 some odd times a minute, slow is better, cause I have chronic heart failure... Doc's think i'm crazy when I tell em I can feel my heart ache... I think it's the fibro... muscle pain... hearts a muscle... don't need to be a rocket scienctist for that one lol... sometimes I get his flutter, oh yeah for reall can feel it both inside and in the vein in my neck, nawe I don't get excited about it... good lord gonna take me when he is ready anyway... packed my bags long time ago...I just want to live to be 80 so i can get some of my social security back they took outta my wages lol... darn my mind is shadowed today, loneliness, pain, stress and depression all kickin my big old butt around all over... for sale Lonely old Fat man... Big heart, toothless grin, good sense of Homer... cheep lol... just dail 1-800-GET LOST LOL... O K I'm teasin Ya'll tryin to break the blues... gonna take the dog out and stand in the Sun a while... maybe that help clear the cobwebbs on my brain. Russ