Sippin my coffee, took my meds, there are so many things that need done today, go pick up prescription, oh and those things i forgot yesterday while I was at the store. Why write a list if ya gonna foget anyway lol... Question of the day. Does it really do any good talking to teenagers? I mean about life skills, education, or just common horse sense.? My oldest son was suppose to come out Saturday. So we sat around all day waiting, cause he didn't say what time. Haven't seen or heard from him yet. He's 30 years old, I had more respect for my abusive parents than mine have for me. They jump to run to the ex, I don't get it. Okay I don't need this today...Well guess I'll go spend some money on laundry soap and dryer sheets. I do hang my clothes out on the line sometimes. May be I buy me some wood and build some lawn chairs. I need to do something to get out of this house. So far working on V-ger has been discouraging lol, it runs that i guess is a miracle. Just hope I don't wind up broke down on the side of the road somewhere. MY dad is on my mind this morning. I got to spend six years with my father. He was very special to me. Maybe because he stayed and mom ran off? I don't know the reason. I just thought Dad walked on water. He once told me he wish all his children, were like me. I told him I was just trying harder because I had 23 years to catch up on. I don't really know, but I have the same love and respect for my dad, today as I had almost 50 years ago when I was running out the front door, to greet my dad just arriving home from a long day working in the fields on the mississippi delta. I was maybe three or four. It is one of the first memories I have of my life. That old shotgun shack, grandma, hot Mississippi sun, dried up creek bed behind my dad's mom's house. Brings a smile to my face and a tear to my eye. Hoping everyone has a WONDERFUL painfree day. Many blessing and best wishes Russ