I feel so useless on the computer... cut, paste, copy?? Hey I do good just to type a message online lol... I never got around to working on V-ger...yet, keep putting off...looking at junkers online hoping well more like wishful thinking I could afford something that would run four or five years without breaking down. or wearing out... Old V-gers 218,000 strong, so now it don't run so great, book say maybe bad gass, nope I got bad gass lol.. fuel pump??? blown head gaskets. Well I'm blowing a gasket trying to figure it out...give me an old 63 plymouth with a slantsix, no computer chips or smoggy thingys, miss my old econ-line van, 200 cubic inch six cyclinder, lots of room and 30 miles to the gallon...98 cent gass and drive in movies...honky tonkin with me ex...man if i shook that booty like that now I'd be hosipalized lol...oh well. I use to sing that old Jim Stafford song when the Kids grow up lol...funny how simple my dreams were... was looking forward to growing old with that woman... well we are growing old lol, she aint doing it any more graceful than I am...she aint said nothin but I can see the pain in her eyes, the way she moved and well bet she more understanding now I certainly hope she isn't in as much pain as I am..there I go lol.... having a looser moment lol...my disabilities make me feel like a looser, guess you'd have to say I'm a sore looser lol... this dis has taken everything I hold dear in life, bashed against the rocks by the mighty sea of doubt, and lack of respect...most of all lack of companionship, I'm glad everyone who chose to be my friends are here... sorry for the pity party...I'm just missing being ....whole.