Well today just aint going the way i want. Can't get into fibromyalgia chat room on pro health inc, what a bummer...I am kinda addicted to those rooms. They help me feel welcome somewhere. Not so lonely. I find myself with the same feeling and pains as these women that are suffering from all these different afflictions, and depressions. Makes me wonder just how little male and female are different. Yeah I know I can't carry a child. There are some differences, but on the big picture, we seem to be rather human...I don't think we are at all honest with ourselfs...certain actions in our lifes make us the individuals we are. I don't really care for the Adam and Eve theory, well it is hearsay. Moses wasn't there, he was told this story by someone who probably was male, and didn't want to admit he didn't know... so hey its logical to asume that everything in the bible although it may be inspired, well you figure it out. A society that was ruled by male. Oh just my own opinion of seperating teaching of men from teachings of God. A lady in the chat room I visit asked a preacher why we suffered, he told her Romans 8:28-29...those scriptures explained a lot to me. Where as i see no basic as to teaching that all evil was brought into this world by a talking snake and a rebelious woman...just don't add up. Crazy aren't I...hey wonder why i can't get in the chat...oh blame it on this Dell...maybe I'm having a bad fur day...well besides from being lonely and sexually frustrated...I don't feel too awful bad today. I am kinds beside myself...I'm not sure how to deal with these teenage feeling, and harmones that were inactive just a few months ago. I'm not the little kid that enjoys playin with himself lol...Oh did i say that out loud. OH boy, well thank God for cold showers and teenage kids to raise don't have a lot of time to worry about it. Hope i didn't offend any one bringing it up... We are a mature group right?? guess i should save it for sexual post lol Oh just shoot me...Russ