Good Moaning everyone!!!The weather here is not nice for Fibromyalgia, and other arthritis problems...Feel like someone tapped me twix the eyeball with a BFH,(big friggin hammer)I'm trying to improve my french, since i feel cursing is a sign of a weak mind lol... aint that a hoot...well uneducated at least...I heard curse words all my life, trying to cuss less...smile more...reminds me of my sexlife lol...(suppose to be funny cause i have no sexlife) I am a bit, confuse as i get better health wise and certain areas of my life like wake up after being dormant for years, thought my ex taught me how to live without that stuff lol...I feel flustered...oh golly gee did I really say that...so much for that John Wayne attitude...sad part is I dont have anyone to discuss it with...and or I am not sure I can address these new feeling. kinda mix between the teanage harmonal tidal waves and the change of life...Well I gotta see if I can shift gears here... final Star Gate-1 is suppose to be on tonight...I'd like to collect that series...My mind is not a great place to be this moaning...I say MOANING, cause in the immortal words of my grandmother..."you moan and grunt like a hog"...so sweet and understanding she was NOT! she expected me to bounce right back after a brutal beating...she did say just months before she past on that maybe... she was too rough on me... maybe? you think? I am missing her today... Yepp... I loved that old gal, she was a hoot... lot of woman there that was worth loving...I have great moments we laughed and shared so sad that the abuse is there to muck up the good times... so i try to muck up the bad times with the good... Besides I know it's over...what is done is did...I'm kinda missing all my parents rightnow...I am glad I had a chance to know all of them... ok i'm mental today... DUH!!! a Homer moment...Best wishes to all, and many blessing Russ