this old puter is keepin me busy big time these days. I've been blogin on Myspace, watchin videos and checkin out the mature people... lol would be nice if I could find my brother... if he is still alive he's online somewhere...Ya gotta try our ProHealth INC, got live chat rooms you can talk to people with the same kind of problem you have, I'm fond of the Fibromyaglia room, talked to a lady in South Africa yesterday, told me that grandpa is called a tatamakhulu..in zulu that is. Well I don't have any reason not to believe her. Course you never know if people are being truly honest with you online. I like it cause you can't really see how unattractive I am, or maybe just feel, plus i don't have to depend on me ears, lol...hearing is a pain in the a$$ when it come to chatin with people face to facee. So any way, if ya brave the internet and wind up on prohealth inc chat room, look for deafdooed... user name i picked out. funny how you have to have so many usernames. tried to sign up for free online datine lol, wouldn't except me code at end of page. Lots of stuff this charter.net aint compactable with...awe hey it free for a year, can't afford AOL LOL.. now really money is tight, I beg food some times. I haven't bought myself any new clothes in yeah six years. i go to good will and salvation army, even this old computer is a 25 dollar dell i bought from the highschool where my son goes to school. V-ger is ready to be put out to paster. maybe I can find a better motor and put in it. that gonna be fun,,, like pullin teeth with a pair of pliers lol... oh well,guess I'll go check out myspace, and see if anybody been lookin at my blogs lol. best wishes to every one, catch you later bye Russ