I now have three daughters. My son russ jr. is offically hitched now. It was a wonderful wedding. I thanked the ex for four beautiful children and wish her the best.
I got to see all my children and grandchildren all together under one roof without any hassles. It was a real treat for me. I did feel like a fifth wheel on a wagon. Being hearing impaired, is difficult for everyone. I missed out on some instructions, but hey my grandkids didn't seem to mind. I have five grandchildren. three boys and two girls. Now maybe ????well if the weather holds I'm going to go play mechanic. V-ger, need spark splugs, I got to see if I can still turn a wrench...Hope to have some pictures of the weding e-mailed to me soon. I had two pieces of banana bread cake. hhmmmm good..All the familly is staying at their brother, makes it reallly lonesome out here this morning. You know guess it's just grin and bare it, take what you can get... I still feel like I'm being punished for something I didn't do. My daughter is here for three days, She says I'm her favorite, but this summer she is going to spend two weeks in texas with my ex lol. guess i'm suppose to be really stupid... O.K. I am sorry, always looking past what I should I guess. My ex got a lot of praise from the preacher man yesterday at the wedding, lol... yeah right...I guess I did a good job teaching the kids to love thy mom. Moms are special no matter how many mistakes they make...even my ex...I wish her no ill... my soul is no longer burden by the pain she caused. So even in this fibro-fog mind this moaning, I find some happyness... I am alive and maybe before this day is through. I might even feel better. Painfully happy russ