I am enjoying a really good cup of coffee. I'm using my favorite cup my son bought for me. It has DAD all over it. I was suppose to say grandpa... my son around seven at the time.
He didn't follow instructions. Kind of funny cause He hasn't followed instruction very well all his life. He hates school, the friends he pick seem to be slackers drop outs and well I worry for him. Next year he graduates High School, with a learning disability. I don't understand my feeling. I have three other grown children, I don't remember being so worried about them going out on their own. Then maybe I'm just worried I'll be stuck with him longer than the others. I want to have a life of my own. Maybe meet someone, travel around the U.S. a little before I can no longer do so. Hey these gas prices are really puttin a kinck in that dream. Oh well...I'm just tired of being alone. I'm not lonely in every way, got my son to keep me busy. Just I miss marriage, a companion, some one to share life with. Gosh I'm a mixed up fickle old man. on the brighter side I'm tall, if i could run I could play Wide End...every one says they want to get ahead. Me I want to get a little behind. When I worked in the Oil fields I looked like Arnold (only better lookin) your suppose to laugh at that one. Well no one promised me Rose garden, in fact no one ever kept their promises any oh way. Sure hope I can tune myold voyager up before long, I'ts gonna hurt but pain is cheaper than a mechanic..last time i tried to tune up my old chevy, spark plug broke off in the block. I had just put four new tires and brakes on the car too. Local garage wanted two hundred dollars to get the plug out. Heck I bought another car for three hundred. Now I wonder how long I'm gonna be able to afford a car at all. Not much in word of wisdom today. I think we all could use some COMPASSION, from people around us. Wish the best of all that suffer pain, loneliness, and send brotherlly love to everyone every where, just cause I can. have a great day Russ