man!

i still dont have a lawyer, this really sux. i have been talking to one that i somehwat trust but he hasnt been calling me back:(i really wish i had a lawyer right about now bc my case is in 5 and 7 days.im a little sad.......its like im happy to get this started but im not happy bc i dont know whats going to happen when i  go to court.im nervous happy and sad at the same time :(ive been praying,.... maybe i havent been praying as hard as i can. its nopt like  i can in my home. i dont have any privacy.......im going to go pray