Today was pretty productive.i got my dogs shots today and gave them a bath.that took all morning lol i had a burrito. then i came home and got ready to see dj roxwell he took me to see this vintage singer she was great! she is wonderfull.then we went to the club, on the way we talked about what happened. he is the only one supporting me during this time. he hasnt said any opinions which im glad.everyone keeps telling me im stupid for getting in the car with him. and its not fair. unless they are in my shoes then they can talk. im not stupid for getting in the car with him im not! its not my fault it happend. it seems like everyone is telling me i cant do it. ppl are stupid. what if it happened to you? are you going to sit on your ass  and not do anything? i would hate to be you or your child.i seem to feel as if im the only one who makes any since. im the only one who thinks im doing the right thing. i wish there was someone out there who understood me and i sincerly wish the judge knew where i was coming from and can see through all the crap ive been put through and for him to know it wasnt my fault.im tired of lawyers basicly clowing on me w/o me realizing it until days later.anywayz i was doing better until i started thiking about this again.im just really sad that this happened and that i havent been closer to my goals.noone has called me back about the protest yet. and noones called me back about the radio interview i was supposed to do.all i can do is sit here and wait.