Today

To day so far has been ok. ive been thinking alot about karma. and im starting to feel positive aboutmy court case.i was raped by a police officer. also the files to my music were broken when i was sent to jail.i feel that the judge shuold look at me asa victum of police brutality, and will be undersatanding of me.im not worried that i dont havea lawyer even though i know it best i have one lol. i wish i did but honestly cant find one.i have taken all of the right steps on my own and i think that its good enough and it will hold up in the court of law.i have filed internal affirs tort claim and citizens review board. and ive also filed a law suit (as far as the oakland police is concered)i just feel that once the judge knows why im here that i will have a fair chance to win my case.thats just how i feel about it as of right now.joinging this comunity even though it has only been a few days has already helped me think more positive. so im taking the advice of dougs first email to write in my jornal which ive never done b4 lolwell i just feel very positive about my case today. and i dont want to lose this feeling.now i know when ever i have a flash back or just start trippin, i can come here and trip wioth other ppl who are trippin. lolthank you so much...omg im acting like i won a grammy! lolanywayz much love to everyone whos reading thanks for your support