Tired.

  I've been soo exhausted lately. It seems like whenever the weather changes, I hurt so much more. And not just the PHN but my legs, my jaw, and the previous broken bones all hurt. I feel tired all the time, similar to fatigue. I just want to sleep. Normally, I'm awake until 4am, but lately I can't keep my eyes open. I've avoided the doctor for a good six months now. And not because lack of pain, but because I'm so tired of them shoving medications down my throat. I'm not a guinea pig, so stop trying medications that alter the person I am. I'm a human being, I'm young, I'm a happy person, that has to deal with this crap I call hell. I don't trust their "knowledge" and I don't think I ever will. I'm better off treating myself. Haha.