I made it through last night.  Yippee!  Thank you everyone for your encouragement, support and hugs!  Today has been good too.  It feels great to get through a day without purging.  Almost as good as waking up in the morning after a night of craving alcohol, to find that I'm still sober.  Well, nothing feels that good, not even sex!  Hee-hee.  I remember those days, they were tough.  It's similar with the purging, I wake up and say "OMG, I didn't purge yesterday!"  I haven't really tried this hard in a long time.  I would just do it and think it wasn't a big deal b/c my ED was so much better than it used to be.  Maybe I will get over that last hump and give up ED once and for all.  That's hard to fathom, but I want to be healthy, for me and for my little shmeebee. :-)