Well, I'm still struggling.  Trying to gain weight but I don't have much of an appetite.  I'm going to buy some boost shakes today.  That might help.  My daughter is walking and getting around more.  My life is completely over now!  :-)  I have to be on her every second.  But that's good, it keeps me busy that's for sure.My celebrations went well.  It's so good to have 3 years of sobriety.  Actually, 3 years and one month and two days but who's counting.  I got about 6 cards and three bouquets of flowers.  It made me feel really good.  I'm thankful every day for my sobriety.  God is awesome! I should add that I'm giving my cat away.  I love her so much but my fiance simply hates cats.   Her meow annoys him.  I don't understand this but I love him too so I must saccrifice.  I've thought of getting rid of him and keeping the cat but since he's the father of my 14 month old, I figure I'd better keep him around.  LOL.  Anyway, I'm really sad but I think she's going to a good home and hopefully I will be able to stay in touch and visit every now and then.  The guy who is taking her is coming over tonight to meet her and we'll go from there.  Wish me luck, I'm really sad over this.  Thanks.