It's over

It's over,  my babies didn't make.  I got my period before I even have my first beta. I'm so sad just like that back to the beggining. I called my doctor the best they could is give me an appoiment for nov 19th!!!! to see what went wrong after begging they agreed to give me a phone appoinment for Nov 4th, so I have to wait over two weeks just to try to understand. I can't believe it I knew that this could happend but still my heart aches so bad.