Letting Go

Today was a really hard day for me. I stayed as busy as I could. I help take care
of my mother. And I go over to her house every day, to help her and help with her
dog, that I adore. I started cleaning out things,and everything I came across I
didn't know what to do . And I am only talking about books , things in the attic, food
in the pantry. I am having such a hard time letting go of anything that my husband
enjoyed. I am not even near ready to let go of his clothes, electric razor, walking
cane,etc. I am not sure if the way I am feeling is normal or not. If Kenny were
here ,he would have all the answers to my questions. Anyway, I wanted to try
and write in my journal ,and see how that goes for me. Hopefully in the future
I will have more positive things to write about.