Happy New Year

Well, it's another year gone by. It was not the greatest of years and in fact it really was the worst year I've had so far. I'm trying really hard to put 2009 behind me but it is hard when you're still plagued by the same problems. I haven't been on here in a long time and I appologize but things have been pretty rough the last few months. My back pain has worsened and so have my fibro symptoms. Things at work have been really bad. At the beginning of December I had my hours cut to 34 per week. That was a good thing but I was still exhausted all the time and constantly making mistakes or forgetting things. Depression and anxiety has been out of control. I even blew up at my boss (She deserved it, she's a bitch) and got written up. Things just keep getting worse it seems. I'm getting to that point where I can't function anymore. I went to the rheumy last week and he basically said suck it and exercise. Exercise is the only cure for fibro and I'm not going to feel better until I get up off my ass. I really hate that man. So I'm in the market for a new rheumy. I need one that is going to listen to me and take my concerns seriously.