This is going to be short, so sorry if I come across abrupt, but this is how I'm feeling. My grandad went on holiday almost a fortnight ago, he then went into hosptial (on holiday) with partial heart failure, then today I find out he's had a stroke, I have an interview and University saturday, and the jobcentre are expecting miracles, I come back from college, having been there a year, and the jobcentre have a new system for monitoring your job searching, I haven't a clue how to use this new system and people keep telling me different as to how to use it, my DEA, and I expect some of the job centre staff know a little about me, they should give short simple instructions, and not be so expectant of me, I am unlikely going to grasp this new system and less likely to remember to fill it in. I just feel like everything's piling on top of me, I need to find a way to cope, but I don't know if I can. But I have to try.Riddles