Yesterday

Yesterday was my husband's birthday.  Quite emotional, but God placed me with a new friend yesterday.  She has invited me to join Bible Study twice a month, starting in September.  It is a womens' group, with diverse ages, and marital status.   Celebrated my husband's birthday with two couples we were close to.  Was a nice evening, and I know my husband was there and joined in with the conversation. I have made changes in the house.  Rearranged the living room (love it).  Having new vertical blinds installed in both bedrooms and ordered new bedspread, pillow shams and valances for our bedroom.  I love my home and want to look forward to coming home every day, instead of walking into something that pains.  It doesn't mean I am forgetting my husband, nor loving him any less.  I hold him dear to my heart, but he is in a new home of warmth, love and peace.  I have to make our home comfortable and inviting for me now.  It comes with its sense of guilt, and you need a push, but once you make the little changes and like them, you go on to bigger ones. Counseling is today.  Can't wait. Hope everyone has a better day today.