I met this guy Eric in here.. 2 years ago. Fell Deep in love with this man. After such a bad past with men. He knew everything I went through. Promised me on his Dad's grave that he would never hurt me or do any of that to me.
We've been having a LDR for 2 years now and we were talking this spring to finally make our home together. BUT last night... now he decides he's not so sure of this. He says he went out and enjoyed going out. What he can't go out and have fun with me when I am there? I would love it ! He showered me with nice things he did or said to me. I fell for it all. I was making my plans to move with him to Cleveland. We are 500 miles apart but still saw each other every 3 months or less. Some people have farther distance relationships than us and they make it. I was lonely too, but I never gave up wanting him. I know he was inscure about my x,, but I tried really hard to reasure him that Eric is who I wanted.
I really love this man. He told me over and over he wasn't like these other guys. I fell for him. He said he wanted to think about things. I miss him so much already. Why is it that I am the only always putting so much into a relationship, and they aren't? I would do anything for him.
I am moving to my daughters this month so I don't have to have a lease, so this spring I could have left to move with Eric without breaking a lease. I told him I needed to find a job before I get there. I have bills to pay.
He said he loves me, but when I ask him now...he doesn't answer. I REALLY thought he did! My heart is breaking. I just want him to call me up and tell me he's sorry and doesn't want to loose me, and we are going to be happy and make this work and be together this spring. Live happily ever after. I deserve that!
I love you Eric!!!
We've been having a LDR for 2 years now and we were talking this spring to finally make our home together. BUT last night... now he decides he's not so sure of this. He says he went out and enjoyed going out. What he can't go out and have fun with me when I am there? I would love it ! He showered me with nice things he did or said to me. I fell for it all. I was making my plans to move with him to Cleveland. We are 500 miles apart but still saw each other every 3 months or less. Some people have farther distance relationships than us and they make it. I was lonely too, but I never gave up wanting him. I know he was inscure about my x,, but I tried really hard to reasure him that Eric is who I wanted.
I really love this man. He told me over and over he wasn't like these other guys. I fell for him. He said he wanted to think about things. I miss him so much already. Why is it that I am the only always putting so much into a relationship, and they aren't? I would do anything for him.
I am moving to my daughters this month so I don't have to have a lease, so this spring I could have left to move with Eric without breaking a lease. I told him I needed to find a job before I get there. I have bills to pay.
He said he loves me, but when I ask him now...he doesn't answer. I REALLY thought he did! My heart is breaking. I just want him to call me up and tell me he's sorry and doesn't want to loose me, and we are going to be happy and make this work and be together this spring. Live happily ever after. I deserve that!
I love you Eric!!!
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