Update

Things went well yesterday.  I feel the meeting was productive.  The dr. asked me a series of questions about my behaviors, activities, and assorted other things since we last met back in January of 08.  He also wanted names and numbers of people I worked with this summer and that of my sponsor.  I am not going to get overly optimistic.  I know any time I put my faith in people I am let down which in turn leads to resentments.  If he is able to help me see my children than great.  If not, I will continue to work the program and work on imporving myself.  I am still cleaning my side of the street and I am going to keep up the street cleaning if it takes the rest of my natural life.  God's plan is a glorius one and I am only a tool for him to use to accomplish that plan.  Life is new again.  The school year has started off rather in a lack luster state.  This is actually a welcome sight considering the storms of the past.  I am going to stay on an even keel and take things one day at a time.  I want to thank all who have and are praying for me.