Not much to talk about today.  Saturday afternoon by little boy call me.  I was so wonderful to know that he misses me so much that he would risk getting into trouble to talk to me.  You see he is only 8 and did not have permission from his mother to call me.  He was telling me about mommies boyfriend, thanking me for the turtle food I sent him and how much he misses me.  I love that little guy so much!!.  I was feeling really down but that call lifted my spirits.  The x did not bother taking the kids to church sunday.  Comfirmation is over now so she more than likely will not be bringing them until the fall.  I am caught in a limbo still. I want to see my kids but now I dont have a lawyer nor the money to get one.  I am trying to find funds to get one but the only way it is going to happen is if I sell more cars.  I now have two cats.  Someone here at the apartmensts abandoned a kitten so my family is getting bigger.  I pray for peace to settle on my x and that soon I will be with my kids again.  Gods peace