Another week and I did not get to my see my kids.  My son called me tuesday.  We talked until his mother said bed time.  My oldest girl talked with me for awhile.  She is still so distant from me.  I am hoping that this will be over soon so I can get back to being with my kids.  I miss all of the things I used to do for them.  I espcially miss the fun we had.  I am sorry some of you ladies out there have men who dont love kids.  I cant understand for the life of me why a father would not want to be with the kids.  If my x would let me have mine all the time I would take them with a thought.  I am hoping to re marry and have a couple of more before I am to old.  What?? Thats right, I want a couple of more and this time with a lady who wants me and treats me well.  A pipe dream I know.  But ateast I am dreaming now :)

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WOW! Where are the men like you? I thought I met one, but it was a mirage. Really he was the type who would leave a woman high and dry when she is pregnant. The type who would readily admit that the entire relationship and everything that came out of his mouth was a lie. For what? To make him feel better after his wife left him.

This is what I want in a man: Christian, stable, loving, sexy, smart, my best friend, loves children, wants to build a life with ME, isn\'t constantl comparing me to his ex!! If u find one like that, tell him that I am not perfect, but I am waiting for him!!! Never stop dreaming my friend!! That woman is out there and she is beautiful and waiting for you. As for that man, I pray for him daily, that when it is time, that God will bring him to me and we will live a life full of peace, joy and happiness!
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Dreaming is important! At least you\'re not dwelling on the bad stuff. There aren\'t a lot of men out there like you. Any lady would be lucky to have to be the father of her children.

Keep dreaming!! And take care.