Another week and I did not get to my see my kids.  My son called me tuesday.  We talked until his mother said bed time.  My oldest girl talked with me for awhile.  She is still so distant from me.  I am hoping that this will be over soon so I can get back to being with my kids.  I miss all of the things I used to do for them.  I espcially miss the fun we had.  I am sorry some of you ladies out there have men who dont love kids.  I cant understand for the life of me why a father would not want to be with the kids.  If my x would let me have mine all the time I would take them with a thought.  I am hoping to re marry and have a couple of more before I am to old.  What?? Thats right, I want a couple of more and this time with a lady who wants me and treats me well.  A pipe dream I know.  But ateast I am dreaming now :)