Friday, February 29, 2008

Surprise!!!!! My kids called me wednesday.  The first time in a long time that they have done so.  It was comforting to talk to them again.  I am getting closer to having my visitation with my kids again.  I am a bit suprised that she let them call me. She has not let them tallk to me since new years day!!!  I do have a new girlfriend. I have been out dating alot of different woman but this one has my keen interest.  I am not sure if this is a healthy thing for me or not but it has been awhile since I have had a person in my life who supports me and likes for me to talk to her all the time.  I would be telling an untruth if I am said Iwas not scared.  I am a bit weary, but coming out of what I have been through it is understandible.  I have learned to take my time and not to push anything.  Time is a precious gift and it is there for a reason.  I am proceeding slow and cautiously for now.  With my family life and social life getting on all I can hope for is a break from the storms that tend to put us back a few steps.