One week ago today I was contacted by my highschool sweetheart that left me for another man 17 years ago.  Today after I got done at the both my jobs we met for coffee.  We talk for 2 hours and it felt like two minutes.  I was so nervous... i mean think about what I have been through and what memories this could bring back up.  Strange that when she arrived and I saw her face for the first time in almost two decades my heart started to skip beats.  It turns out that I had forgotten one of my meds and luckily she is a nurse now and knew to take me to the emergency room.  Ok just kidding about that last part.  I felt something I have not felt in a very long time.  I am now so wound up that I can not sleep.  I am hoping she can go out for dinner tomorrow night so we can talk some more.  So many what ifs.  This is my very first love and my very first heart break.  it is amazing that the heart break part is not important anymore.  BTW we are both divorced.  Stay tuned this could be very interesting.  Or you could be another train coming into the end of the tunnel.  Gods will be done.