This is the third week in which I have not seen or been able to talk to my kids.  I am in the process of hiring a new attorney.  I will tell you women this much..... make it hard for your x to see your kids and they will go away.  I never understood why dads left the kids after a divorce but now i know.  It is becoming clear that the whole system is screwed up.  I am down to my last few dollars... I am working 90 hours a week.....and I am no closer to seeing my kids.  The only hope I have is my love for my Lord.  I know some of you hate your x but keep in mind that the kids are better off seeing there dad no matter how much you hate the man.  If I did not care I would not write this.  The point will come will I will walk away as well. I am only human. God please forgive me!!