Life in this MonthI am still holding on waiting for my time in the court room to get my kids back.  it is very amazing how people can alter, adjust and do at will anything and feel as if there is not a time for reckoning.  I see it best to put my faith in the Lord to deliver me from those who wish me ill.  The youth minister made a point today in bible study that really hit home.  God's glory is seen not only in the good but also in the bad that happens to us in life.  I could question why so much has happened to me, but in the great plan, that I have no idea about, I know there is a reason for the pain and suffering and I will be an obediant servant and take it.  All the more reason to praise God for giving me this.  I am alive and I will survive.  I have faced my demons and I have learned to look upon the word of God as guidance.  I have a new partner in my life.  He is black and likes to scratch and keep me up at night.  no!!! I am not gay it is my new cat.  He is my family at the moment and keeps me from feeling the lonliness that people in my situtation feel.  Thank you all who pray for me.Peace be with you always